compassionatereminders:

Once my boyfriend told me: “You’re not a burden. A burden is something you’re forced to carry against your will. I freely choose to be a part of your life and that means you aren’t a burden to me.” I’m passing it on in case some of you need to be reminded of that.

(via amysubmits)

perfectquote:

“The moment you feel like you have to prove your worth to someone is the moment you absolutely and utterly have to walk away.”

Alyssia Harris

wishing-for-deathx:

Fuck I’m so tired of doing this everyday, the crying, the restlessness, the pain. Of feeling things as intensely I do. I don’t want it

treedecor:

I feel so disconnected from everyone and everything. How am I supposed to be happy in a place I so clearly don’t belong

worthless-misery:

“All these days have turned these months into a year. And I’ve been spending every second wishing I could disappear.”

Mayday Parade, “I’d Rather Make Mistakes Than Nothing At All”

walrustrain:

Do you ever feel like you’re just convenient?

You’re the convenient friend, convenient time pass, convenient relationship, convenient option for everyone.

You’re the person people hang out with because you’re easy, and always eager because you’re always just so desperate to feel wanted and not alone, but really you’re just convenient.

You know you’re not special, and that your spot in their life will be easily replaced and that they’d much rather someone else in their company- but again you’re just convenient. You’re the convenient option. The always available option.

I’m the friend who has best friends but isn’t the best friend. I’m the convenient friend. I’m the lover who falls in love but never the one being loved. I’m just the convenient route.

Im the ‘never says no’ friend. The ‘easy to take advantage of’ friend. The ‘can you do me a favour?’ friend. I’m the ‘useful until no longer of use’ friend. I’m the ‘I want to do something but everyone else is busy’ friend.

I’m the butt of the joke friend. I’m the punching bag friend. The forgotten friend. The one who’s feelings aren’t considered because I’m the ‘she’ll get over it’ friend.

I’m just the easy and convenient friend.

And that’s my own fault, thinking always being available, always being easy and giving more of myself will finally one day deem me worthy in someone’s eyes. Spoiler alert - it doesn’t. I’m still never enough.

I’m the ‘smile through the pain’ friend because being this friend hurts.


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